Age: 9 years old.
Mission: Stop sucking your Thumb
Bribery: An American Girl’s Doll, Samantha to be exact
Duration: One Year
Age: 23, 25, 27, 28
Mission: Quit Smoking
Bribery: Better life
Duration: Ohchrist forever
Result: Success, with help from medication
Mission: Stop Peeling lower Lip
Bribery: A job interview
Result: momentary success, but relapses have occurred
Mission: Lose up to, including, and passing 100lbs (or roughly 45kg)
Results: Time will tell
Now, those first two, three, items on that list actually took a lot of willpower. And the smoking, there was a point where I had quit on my own for over a year. But my willpower crashed and I relapsed. Again and again and again. But finally, with the help of modern medicine, I was able to kick the habit and I haven’t wanted a cigarette since (December 2, 2009).
But i’m wondering, just how much willpower does one individual have? Have I used it all up? Did I crush my strength under the burden of stopping sucking my thumb? Was stopping biting my nails a habit that saw me abandoning any dreams of having the willpower to say no to chocolate?
Just how much does one person have? What kind of reserves can be relied upon really? Have I reached my limit?
I found myself asking this question today as I did another 3 miles with the Walk at Home dvds and I found myself realizing that no, I have not hit my limit on willpower yet. I can do this, I do have more in me. I can and I will.
I got this.
Now if only my knees will keep up with me.